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I will live remembering you hate me

I was walking around the streets of that abandoned town. I didn't slept in the entire night. I had a headache, a terrible headache. The reason? Heh... a patheric one... but it's a patheric one that is killing me from the inside. I just... can't forget it... I just can't forget that day...

I stopped walking and I looked up at the sky. "Just... why?" I thought. "I said I was sorry... but even so..." I fucked it up.

Someone... please kill me.

I wanted to die. I wanted to put an end to my suffering. I asked it to some of my "friends"... but they didn't listen to me. They didn't even wanted to do it. Just... why? Why nobody wants to kill me? Am I... important for them? Am I someone for them? I could kill myself... I could do it... but somehow I couldn't. I was a coward. A patheric coward.

I wanted to keep walking... but I suddenly felt a presence behind me. I tried to turn my head to see but someone warped its arm around my neck, choking me. I felt a bit of pain on it, but not because that someone was choking me... like... if something pinched me. I started to feel dizzy and my vision was blurring. I felt like I was going to faint when I heard that someone's voice whispering into my ear...

"Let's play a game. It'll be a surprise."

I sat up letting out a scared gasp. Where was I? I looked around, trembling. It seemed like a little, dark room. Who and why taked me there? Many questions were in my head...
I stood up and looked around again, searching for a door. There was one and I quickly got close to it, trying to open it. It was... locked... I sighed and I looked around again... then, I saw a table. 

I walked to it and I noticed something on it... it was like some kind of object warped in a paper. I took it and I moved away the paper to see a gun. "A gun... why is there gun in here?". I was curious about that paper so I took it and read it.

"Greetings Rabbit.
I know you weren't doing much, so how about we play a GAME! A game inside a game haha- funny right?
I was getting bored just watching you run around-IT'S PRETTY DAMN SIMPLE...
See that gun? 2 options!
1: Shoot your friend and save everyone
2: Don't shoot them and everyone else dies.

... "MW"... Mister... Wolf? This was Mister Wolf's idea? But... who was refering at? What "friend"...? Nato? Gekko? Noriko? Ryo Shi?

... I looked up when I someone's whimperings...
It was... a very familiar voice... 
My hands started to tremble as my body did too. I paled. There was a person... The person... I... loved...


... He wasn't wearing his usual glasses. Though... he was sitting on a chair. He was tied up in that chair. The "friend" the letter mention... was... Gou? But... why?
He didn't loved me anymore. He hated me. I didn't saw him for weeks and now... he's in front of me. Tied in a chair, whimpering, crying. I glanced at the gun. Then at him. Then at the gun. Then at him. My headache got worst. I was still dizzy. 
... I didn't wanted to kill him... but if I did... I would save everyone else's lifes... but if I didn't... everyone would die...

... I took the gun, with my shaking hands. I walked to Gou and raised the gun, pointing at his head. He didn't seem like he saw me... but... how would he react if he sees me pointing at him with a gun, to his head?

Tears fell down of my eyes. I bit my lips as I started crying.
"If I kill you... probably I'll... find someone else..." I thought. It was true, though... there's a lot of people in this crazy world that could be nice... like he was with me. But then... I thought... "If I don't kill you... maybe... one day... there will be a chance... a chance to forget me... maybe you will forget me in a future".

My hands didn't stop shaking. I dropped the gun down and I flopped down on my knees, my head and arms on his lap.
"I can't do it... I can't. I can't kill the person I love" I said while I was crying, and many tears were falling down my cheeks.

Maybe I did the right thing... maybe I didn't. I didn't know. 
Though, while I was crying, I heard an "unlocked" sound. I lifted my head to glance at the door, which it was open. I didn't know why it opened, but I was glad. I quickly stood up and ran out of the room.
My headache got worst and it started to hurt even more, like something was smashing it with a hammer. But I noticed... my clothes... were dripping blood. I took off my jacket to see from where that blood was coming from. I paled again as I saw the word "TRAITOR" on the back of it. 

... Traitor... why? Did I made the wrong decision? Did I had to kill Gou? 
... I couldn't take that pain anymore... 

So I fainted.
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This is my writting stuff for the event of Rabbito-Dauto uwu
Yeah I know it's short--but I didn't had any more inspiration, sorry D:

So, yeah. Hata decided to save Gou. yukicole02 you can kill me now orz 

Well, even if it's short, I hope you guys like it ;w;
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kiba-chan27 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
zd,jenfjnfj QAQ *cries*
TheYamiClaxia Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nuuu don't cryyyy *hugs* > 3 <
kiba-chan27 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
yukicole02 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Clax if you are trying to drown me in feels then you are doing a damn good job at it. I feel bad that I killed Hata......but Hata is so sweet and kind omg please Hata forgive Gou for killing you.Yui Hirasawa (Don't glare at me) [V1] 
TheYamiClaxia Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hehe, I already said I'm good making my friends cry eith this things~~
yukicole02 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
I can see the Rp now the next time Gou sees Hata. He will epically punch Hata and call him an idiot while crying and when he finally realizes Hata has the words traitor he'll be like I killed Hata oh shit oh shit I shouldn't even be one to much drama all because Gou is a baka Llama Emoji-66 (Angry) [V3] 
TheYamiClaxia Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Omg-- drama drama!!!! .... I want to rp that now I can't wait to do it bsdhhgdggs
yukicole02 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
We can always Rp claxy
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